the way life is. what can you do?

Well life is never easy. Especially now. I'm doing my best to be a good kid, but when ever it looks like I did something wrong, people don't believe when I say it wasn't me. I sort of expected that though, I have a history if lying. Anyway life also sucks right now because one of my really good friends is making terrible choices, and I think my other one hates me. Fuck I miss my brother. Lebanon is too far, come back, I need you.

On the other hand, all this will pass and I need to do my best to take something good away from it all. Be optomistic, things could be worse.

For anyone who reads this blogs sake, something a little lighter now... I really want to go to berkeley this week, so I can hit up amoeba records. But if no one wants to go there, we can just go to the one on haight. I love it there... Just wanted to experience something new.

Well I'm out, peace.