Thinking

Ok so a lot of things have been flowing through my mind lately, and I know its probably just one of those dumb urges I always get to do something, and end up not doing it. But ever since I moved to vacaville and started actually being someone of my word, who knows..

Where to start... Well, Im in the process of getting saveeast on its feet. YES, IM GOING TO MAKE IT WORK. I've always wanted a clothing company, I'm just not good with saving start up money. I've caculated it all out, and should have some clean tee's by the end of the summer.

Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about how much I fucked up, and how i have a chance to start over. I really want to get good grades, and pursue what I want to do. I want to be a kid with above a 3.5 gpa. A kid with options. I know I wont be able to go to basically any college, most likely, due to my lack of going to school my first two years in high school. But, I will have somewhere to start if I get good grades, I will also have support from my family, so maybe I will be able to move to SF or NYC to work/live/study music.

I really hope ths isnt me just saying this, because to all of you.. Thats exactly what this is, but I want to prove to myself and you... That I can do it, and that I'm not a fuck up.

Random thoughts...

• Frank 151 is sick, and I want a hat from there.
• I want to be part of a family, outside of family.
• I want more coke zero.

Late, Hunter.